you kissed me first

you visited in my last night's dream,
and the other night too.

you reign again
in my night universe,
entering into me,
even in my slumber.

you who never wanted to admit
you feel too.

you,
who always,
always told me
it was just because
you taught
i might be
who you can,
who you may,
who you need.

but last night
in my dream,
it was you
who traveled through
the island of my body
that always
long for your hands

and it was you
who kissed me first.

just like the first time
we shared
a bed.